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I need help, or at least I think so, I don't know anymore.
I fell broken, empty, hollow, use whatever word you will, I feel no joy nor sadness, no anger or pain, just...nothing...And I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I can't sleep and I'm so close to passing out. I wouldn't consider anything as rash as suicide, I know there are other I would be hurting in doing so I just...I just can't. I can't think, I can't hold a smile for more than a few seconds, I can't eat and I can't even sleep. At first I thought it was because my father recently passed away but...I don't think it is, I think it's been longer, like something slowly eating away at me. Well, fuck it, I should try to hide it better, I think it's hurting the ones around me but I don't think I can anymore...I just want to, I don't know. I just don't know.